we weren't able to talk yesterday
that usually bothered me.
if i see him online on some social site and not on this messenger,
i would be bothered and annoyed.

those two incidents happened again yesterday.
and for some strange reason, i wasn't annoyed or bothered.

there's something about what is currently happening with us, that reassures me.
something i have been looking for eversince.
i found it. now i can live for days surviving with only thoughts of him and i won't feel sad.

i'm genuinely HAPPY.:)